True Life

The Cross Roads

Which road will I take. Well, S is back in my life but only as a bootycall. He tries to make it on his terms and I allow him to think it is but we all know who controls when sex goes down. I let him come over one Friday and he thought he could come over that same Saturday. I had to tell him "this is not a regular thing, so don't get to comfortable" he didn't like that very much but, oh well. I don't speak to him outside of him coming over and I don't really care to, I don't want to know what's going on with him, and I don't really care about how his life is going. I guess I have become a little emotionless when it come to S. I hope he is ready to take what he dished out.
J, is trying to make himself a permanent fixture in my life but it's difficult for him to do that and although I still care about him I'm not sure that's what I want. I think we are just better off going our separate ways sometimes and then others times I think we should be together. I guess time will tell. I always say "the best expression of love is time". But if I don't see him soon I'm just going to stop even answering his text messages. That's what I say out my mouth at least....
L is done. If I see him in the street I will cross the street and act like I don't know him. I am usually a pretty civil person but he put me in the middle of some BS. I just don't have any words for that one.
E, what can I say about him. He was the biggest mistake and seems to be the hardest to shake. He's so hot and cold with his feelings. He keeps trying to get me to come to Puerto Rico, not happening, although it is tempting because the man is so fine. But I won't let my coche get the best of me, hahaha. He's been trying to be so sweet that it is starting to freak me out. I can never understand why we (women) ask for something and then are freaked out or turned off by the very thing we asked for. Maybe I am just so done with the situation that I'm turned off, not by him of course but by his personality.
So as of now this is where my love life stands but Spring Break is coming up very soon and I am traveling. Oh Boy! Lets see what mischief I can get myself involved in on the road.
I've been thinking maybe I need to reevaluate how I choose the men I date. I guess I should leave teammates and other women's boyfriends alone!

posted by no_more_drama @ 12:00 AM